Something strange happen to me today.
Miracle!!!!Today was actually one of my most relaxing day as i have alreadi told myself i m going to chant the whole sutra and listen to the dharma talk becox i have always been there late and miss a part of the chanting session. I have been stressing through out the whole week studying and i really need a break and recently a lot of doubts towards life .Maybe it is just too much stress!
So, today after listening to wat venerable yong wei had said, it actually just help to solve my problems which have been bugging me all these while. She even advised us on ways to take care of ourselves during the period of exam.While i was actually concentrating on her talk, i looked at Buddha face again!I think i saw him smiling to me, at that moment, i felt blessed my the buddhism power and grateful to buddha teachings!
Later after the dharma pratices and vegetarian lunch, SQ, Ooi Mun and Xue Ling had suggested me to try translating venerable yong wei dharma talk during the holiday,which is a big challenge and a big task for me, i have to translate in front of a lot of people, but luckily that is only small amount of people during holiday. I will need to read a lot of buddhism books and be prepared by then, which is after my exam!!!i have to do public speaking which i use to do it quite often when i was in my primary school days and high school days participating in story telling competition and debates.hee...but that was ages ago...i think my skills has been rusty nowadays,need some brush up on my oratorical skill. Definitely confidence need to be rebuild again with more readings.
ok,let me start my miracle story here...
I went on shopping trip today alone.I did buy quite a lot of stuffS, Shiseido facial cleaning set and some asian grocery stuffs. I was then a bit tired yet satisfied, preparing on my way home. Initially, i was thinking to go Carnegie to shop for some fruits on my way back home.But weather is so cold, and I was actually waiting for the Frankston line train which was going to arrive in 10 more minutesin Melbourne Central station.I then cancelled my trip to Carnegie as it is not going to stop at Carnegie but straight heading home(Glenhuntly) for me.
The train came and I went on the train as usual and i was going to sleep, but later i figure out the train seems to be coming back to Melbourne central station again(the original station when i step in the train) for the second times when i opened my eyes after a short 10 minutes nap.It looks weird to me, as the frankston train will not usually go around the city loop .Yet, i dun care, i closed my eyes, continue my nap. The minute i opened my eyes again, i was in Footscray, which indicated that i was actually in Weribbee line train, which turns out to be verystrange.I suppose to be heading South, yet the train was heading on the opposite direction to where i was suppose to go.I felt so blurred and helpless but to get off the train.But , blessing in disguise, i to go to a grocery shop in Footscray and bought my fruits which i thought i will be lack of time to do so.As if the Buddha is lnding me extra time to do so and even send me to the place which i wish to go.
Frankly speaking, i have always wanted to buy fruits at Footscray for ages because they are super cheap and valuable.But that is too far for me.To my surprise, i have no idea why i was being send there today to buy fruits.I had even discovered that something turns out to be very odd, i remembered it was going to be late alredi at 5:30pm, but it seems like my clock does not run as usual,it seems to be stopping there for 2 hours.When i was about to catch the train backto city and to change the train to go back Glenthuntly, i felt as if I m still located at the same time , as if the time passed so slow for me. I had the feeling I was been granted another 2 hours by Buddha. Becoxx.....SSHSHHH....I MAKE A WISH YESTERDAY!I WISH THAT I CAN STOP THE CLOCK FOR A WHILE. DEEP IN MY HEART, I THINK ONE DAY 24 HOURS IS NOT ENOUGH TOO.(Whcih i just remebered)Coz i have been staying at library and study till11:00 pm everyday, and realise time is not insufficient for me.
And the most mysterious and weird thing that happen to me is why i m in the werribbee line train when i was actually on my way back home(frankston )line.I was pondering over the incident when i was on the teleconferencing with my auntie and my mom. Then i realised that Buddha or the bodhisattva may wanted me to witness the existence of time zone miracles.As today the whole day, i can feel that my mind is very clear, calm, peace and it is just like a mirror after chanting the sutra .
I felt proud to withness this miracle, as I experienced once with the clock being stop once in my lifetime!Now, i do believe that there is always another time zone happening around us at the same place ,location just as what the" matrix" film shows.
Nowadays, i feel the strength and powerfulness of buddhism power which becomes part of my life.I feel it strongly in me whenever i take any action.I will relate to Buddhism, i think Buddha is trying to let me see clearly in the way I take my perception towards life. Time is not always a matter to us in real life!!!The most important thing is you have to get own task being done properly.
Exam coming, i think Buddha is warning me not to be panic and i can always finish my task in the end,Time is not a concern matter !!!This reminds me on Doris Ang's talk(a psychologist from Singapore) said that 90% of your worries will not become true.
Lukily, i had started revising the advance accounting. So , one more week to go for Exam !
Will be continued....